8th June,
I am so stress!
The first day, i am so nervous, i can't even slept well. I just feeling excited. In the first day, i thought sure got another newbies and is a GUY! Haha. Really excited if is a guy!. But no.Sigh. Is a girl!.How?
Just got to accept the fact. I am going to be single in my life. A bit scare. Sigh. This feeling is more worst. I barely see my colleague i mean others colleague. The first day, just sit at the corner. I think i was been misplaced.
2nd day,
I was so surprised! I thought that was my permanent place. However, get placed to an isolated place. Far from my credit analyst team. Just my own at that place! I feel like want to strangle myself! Feeling being isolated. However, it was fine for me. Just take it easy! And be cool.. Everything will be normal!
3rd day,
I scared of alone. I don't know who should be my permanent lunchmate. I guess can tomorrow my lunch mate appears front of me? Hope there will be a savior save me from my lunch period!.
God i just need a lunch mate and a good mate who i can rely on. But where can i find it? Can anybody tells me? I just so clueless.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Eating disorder
8th Jan,
Eating disorder. What is eating disorder? Eating disorder means you skip every meal and eating time is disorder. I guess, i eat disorderly again. Every time i eat, i feel guilty, and also try not to eat on the morning. Around 11 a.m i think consider lunch, i eat oat. Oat. Is oat. Sigh, i eat oat on the morning till dinner. Dinner time, i feel hungry, and my stomach not feeling so well. Perhaps is eating disorderly. Sigh, At night, i eat a lot.
After eating, i feel like guilty and wish to vomit out the foods. Sigh. If i still feel guilty, i think i will be aneroksia soon.
Eating disorder. What is eating disorder? Eating disorder means you skip every meal and eating time is disorder. I guess, i eat disorderly again. Every time i eat, i feel guilty, and also try not to eat on the morning. Around 11 a.m i think consider lunch, i eat oat. Oat. Is oat. Sigh, i eat oat on the morning till dinner. Dinner time, i feel hungry, and my stomach not feeling so well. Perhaps is eating disorderly. Sigh, At night, i eat a lot.
After eating, i feel like guilty and wish to vomit out the foods. Sigh. If i still feel guilty, i think i will be aneroksia soon.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Christmas eve
29th Dec,
Although a bit late, i think late for four days but never mind. I'm gonna continue to write inside my blog.
It was a windy night. The weather was really going to kill you. Okay, at night i fetch my bestiest to the Korean BBQ to meet up with others. Well, we went to Sri Petaling Korean BBQ. The restaurant is located behind the Allisan Cafe. Precisely is behind the Dim Sum place there.
Firstly, i don't like korean food at all. All spicy and sour. Well, but anyway i'm going to try it although i don't like it.
Here is the foods that we had ordered!.
Give me some beat!Haha
Here is the group picture!
Although a bit late, i think late for four days but never mind. I'm gonna continue to write inside my blog.
It was a windy night. The weather was really going to kill you. Okay, at night i fetch my bestiest to the Korean BBQ to meet up with others. Well, we went to Sri Petaling Korean BBQ. The restaurant is located behind the Allisan Cafe. Precisely is behind the Dim Sum place there.
Firstly, i don't like korean food at all. All spicy and sour. Well, but anyway i'm going to try it although i don't like it.
Here is the foods that we had ordered!.
Give me some beat!Haha
Here is the group picture!
Anyway i miss my long hair much...
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Finished.
28th Dec,
Yeay finally i finished the card. My only D.I.Y card.
Here is the front!
Yeay finally i finished the card. My only D.I.Y card.
Here is the front!
Although a bit not nice, but this is my first attempt on making a card. I guess, this can be shown that i'm really not an artistic person!
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Transformation of Ms Loke
Hello everyone,
The new me, my name is bla bla bla...It's been freaking me out when i look at my old photos. I see my childhood picture. I felt a bit weird, how come i changed much, is it due to the environment? Ha-ha when i look back feels so funny.
My 2nd Brother and me!
Is me and my fav bear bear ( the bear is germany bear)
My kindergarten graduation picture!
Me (current)
The new me, my name is bla bla bla...It's been freaking me out when i look at my old photos. I see my childhood picture. I felt a bit weird, how come i changed much, is it due to the environment? Ha-ha when i look back feels so funny.
My 2nd Brother and me!
Is me and my fav bear bear ( the bear is germany bear)
My kindergarten graduation picture!
Me (current)
Really lots of changes right? Shock le ma??ha-ha me also shock dy...ha-ha...become more prettier ha-ha..
Christmas night
25th December,
It's 0.12 a.m, when everyone is happy celebrate their christmas night, i feel like crying. I know it is a bit unbelievable as i really want to cry right now. Is an emo night for me. I really don't know why? Perhaps is a feeling as i haven't cry for a long time.
Anyway, Merry Christmas to all my friend!
It's 0.12 a.m, when everyone is happy celebrate their christmas night, i feel like crying. I know it is a bit unbelievable as i really want to cry right now. Is an emo night for me. I really don't know why? Perhaps is a feeling as i haven't cry for a long time.
Anyway, Merry Christmas to all my friend!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Snake inside the market.
17th September,
This is the first time i drive my mum to Tesco to buy some groceries. Although is just a small distance from my home to supermarket. But it is meaningful, as my mum frightened by my parking skill. Well, she is more nervous than i do.
I admit that my parking skill still need to be improve but somehow, i didn't hit others car. Isn't that should be praise? Ha-ha. When i walking towards the escalator, i saw one cute little boy hang the snake on his neck. The snake is of course REAL, is not a rubber snake. OK! I'm stunned. I couldn't believe in the mall got a snake. I'm gonna to faint soon.
My body was like freezing, the snake looks awkful and sticky. I could not use other than awkful to describe it. What the.. is going on, having a snake in the middle of the mall? It is dangerous to the pure and innocent citizens such as me. I was curious how come the children can be so excited when see the snake. Fine, i don't care, i continued my way. My mum was searching for my dog's cushion. But, not much cushion can be chose as only left a few. Sigh, sorry that you don't have a new cushion to sleep. It was so crowd inside the mall. Where is those people come from? Perhaps today is holiday. Sigh boring.
We spent almost 3 hours to buy our groceries. So headache.
This is the first time i drive my mum to Tesco to buy some groceries. Although is just a small distance from my home to supermarket. But it is meaningful, as my mum frightened by my parking skill. Well, she is more nervous than i do.
I admit that my parking skill still need to be improve but somehow, i didn't hit others car. Isn't that should be praise? Ha-ha. When i walking towards the escalator, i saw one cute little boy hang the snake on his neck. The snake is of course REAL, is not a rubber snake. OK! I'm stunned. I couldn't believe in the mall got a snake. I'm gonna to faint soon.
My body was like freezing, the snake looks awkful and sticky. I could not use other than awkful to describe it. What the.. is going on, having a snake in the middle of the mall? It is dangerous to the pure and innocent citizens such as me. I was curious how come the children can be so excited when see the snake. Fine, i don't care, i continued my way. My mum was searching for my dog's cushion. But, not much cushion can be chose as only left a few. Sigh, sorry that you don't have a new cushion to sleep. It was so crowd inside the mall. Where is those people come from? Perhaps today is holiday. Sigh boring.
We spent almost 3 hours to buy our groceries. So headache.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Craps
Is freaking insane. I don't have any idea to write about the introduction and also literature review. How can i pass up on time? I just sigh+ing but didn't do anything. I just get nothing. Craps.
Friday, June 18, 2010
Tired tired tired tired
18th June,
Yesterday, a bit tired, my eyes getting worse, i think i need to seek for optometrist. I've been doing the cover sheet for almost 4 hours non stop. I felt a bit dizzy and also blur. My colleague asked me to level 16 to retrieve files for PIC on level 2. I going there and asked Serena to retrieve the form, then she asked me to find inside the room.
Fine, then i went to to the room and started to find, but i felt the room was so dusty and felt like it was likely a store room. Sigh, got to dig the file from the dusty room. My eyes getting soar. My tears started to roll down.
Finally, i found the form. Yahooo!Finally i found it!Then i quickly photocopy the form, but i am too stupid to use the photostat machine. I don't know where to press the log in and out button eventhough i knew the password. Luckily, someone passby the machine there, and i seek for his help. That person is Black face people. He is the one always show his black face at me, and felt like i owe him more than a hundred thousands. Gosh, feel like i'm not in a good luck. Okay, fine!Then i quickly to level 2 to hand in the documents. But luck was really not on my side, Mr T. was not there. I am so tired, my eyes getting red, and the tears roll non stop. Sigh, i stand at the corner to wait for Mr. T to come back so i can hands the document to him. One of the RM asked me what i am doing there, I just answered her that i was waiting for Mr. T. Sigh. Then another Mr T. passby and asked me,why am i crying? Why i am crying? Gosh, i am not crying at all. I just said no i'm not crying! But he keep ask me why i cry! Fine i said my eyes got infection or something like that. Okay!
Then i think of handed the document to Mr. T so he can pass to another Mr.T. Then he said, Oh, you helping him to retrieve the form, i also need you to retrieve the form as well. I glanced at him and said I don't want I don't want you go and retrieve yourself please. And he asked why and said got ghost?? I said No, the room such as store room, i don't want to retrieve!
Then, i went back to my level 42 and then sat down and rest! I don't felt like moving to anywhere.Luckily i had another 1weeks plus and i will had my holiday. Yeah.
Yesterday, a bit tired, my eyes getting worse, i think i need to seek for optometrist. I've been doing the cover sheet for almost 4 hours non stop. I felt a bit dizzy and also blur. My colleague asked me to level 16 to retrieve files for PIC on level 2. I going there and asked Serena to retrieve the form, then she asked me to find inside the room.
Fine, then i went to to the room and started to find, but i felt the room was so dusty and felt like it was likely a store room. Sigh, got to dig the file from the dusty room. My eyes getting soar. My tears started to roll down.
Finally, i found the form. Yahooo!Finally i found it!Then i quickly photocopy the form, but i am too stupid to use the photostat machine. I don't know where to press the log in and out button eventhough i knew the password. Luckily, someone passby the machine there, and i seek for his help. That person is Black face people. He is the one always show his black face at me, and felt like i owe him more than a hundred thousands. Gosh, feel like i'm not in a good luck. Okay, fine!Then i quickly to level 2 to hand in the documents. But luck was really not on my side, Mr T. was not there. I am so tired, my eyes getting red, and the tears roll non stop. Sigh, i stand at the corner to wait for Mr. T to come back so i can hands the document to him. One of the RM asked me what i am doing there, I just answered her that i was waiting for Mr. T. Sigh. Then another Mr T. passby and asked me,why am i crying? Why i am crying? Gosh, i am not crying at all. I just said no i'm not crying! But he keep ask me why i cry! Fine i said my eyes got infection or something like that. Okay!
Then i think of handed the document to Mr. T so he can pass to another Mr.T. Then he said, Oh, you helping him to retrieve the form, i also need you to retrieve the form as well. I glanced at him and said I don't want I don't want you go and retrieve yourself please. And he asked why and said got ghost?? I said No, the room such as store room, i don't want to retrieve!
Then, i went back to my level 42 and then sat down and rest! I don't felt like moving to anywhere.Luckily i had another 1weeks plus and i will had my holiday. Yeah.
