Christmas eve

29th Dec,


Although a bit late, i think late for four days but never mind. I'm gonna continue to write inside my blog.

It was a windy night. The weather was really going to kill you. Okay, at night i fetch my bestiest to the Korean BBQ to meet up with others. Well, we went to Sri Petaling Korean BBQ. The restaurant is located behind the Allisan Cafe. Precisely is behind the Dim Sum place there.

Firstly, i don't like korean food at all. All spicy and sour. Well, but anyway i'm going to try it although i don't like it.

Here is the foods that we had ordered!.



Give me some beat!Haha

Here is the group picture!

Anyway i miss my long hair much...

Finished.

28th Dec,

Yeay finally i finished the card. My only D.I.Y card.

Here is the front!

Although a bit not nice, but this is my first attempt on making a card. I guess, this can be shown that i'm really not an artistic person!

Transformation of Ms Loke

Hello everyone,


The new me, my name is bla bla bla...It's been freaking me out when i look at my old photos. I see my childhood picture. I felt a bit weird, how come i changed much, is it due to the environment? Ha-ha when i look back feels so funny.

My 2nd Brother and me!



Is me and my fav bear bear ( the bear is germany bear)



My kindergarten graduation picture!



Me (current)

Really lots of changes right? Shock le ma??ha-ha me also shock dy...ha-ha...become more prettier ha-ha..

Transformation of Ms Loke

Christmas night

25th December,

It's 0.12 a.m, when everyone is happy celebrate their christmas night, i feel like crying. I know it is a bit unbelievable as i really want to cry right now. Is an emo night for me. I really don't know why? Perhaps is a feeling as i haven't cry for a long time.

Anyway, Merry Christmas to all my friend!

Snake inside the market.

17th September,


This is the first time i drive my mum to Tesco to buy some groceries. Although is just a small distance from my home to supermarket. But it is meaningful, as my mum frightened by my parking skill. Well, she is more nervous than i do.

I admit that my parking skill still need to be improve but somehow, i didn't hit others car. Isn't that should be praise? Ha-ha. When i walking towards the escalator, i saw one cute little boy hang the snake on his neck. The snake is of course REAL, is not a rubber snake. OK! I'm stunned. I couldn't believe in the mall got a snake. I'm gonna to faint soon.

My body was like freezing, the snake looks awkful and sticky. I could not use other than awkful to describe it. What the.. is going on, having a snake in the middle of the mall? It is dangerous to the pure and innocent citizens such as me. I was curious how come the children can be so excited when see the snake. Fine, i don't care, i continued my way. My mum was searching for my dog's cushion. But, not much cushion can be chose as only left a few. Sigh, sorry that you don't have a new cushion to sleep. It was so crowd inside the mall. Where is those people come from? Perhaps today is holiday. Sigh boring.

We spent almost 3 hours to buy our groceries. So headache.

Craps

Is freaking insane. I don't have any idea to write about the introduction and also literature review. How can i pass up on time? I just sigh+ing but didn't do anything. I just get nothing. Craps.

Tired tired tired tired

18th June,

Yesterday, a bit tired, my eyes getting worse, i think i need to seek for optometrist. I've been doing the cover sheet for almost 4 hours non stop. I felt a bit dizzy and also blur. My colleague asked me to level 16 to retrieve files for PIC on level 2. I going there and asked Serena to retrieve the form, then she asked me to find inside the room.
Fine, then i went to to the room and started to find, but i felt the room was so dusty and felt like it was likely a store room. Sigh, got to dig the file from the dusty room. My eyes getting soar. My tears started to roll down.
Finally, i found the form. Yahooo!Finally i found it!Then i quickly photocopy the form, but i am too stupid to use the photostat machine. I don't know where to press the log in and out button eventhough i knew the password. Luckily, someone passby the machine there, and i seek for his help. That person is Black face people. He is the one always show his black face at me, and felt like i owe him more than a hundred thousands. Gosh, feel like i'm not in a good luck. Okay, fine!Then i quickly to level 2 to hand in the documents. But luck was really not on my side, Mr T. was not there. I am so tired, my eyes getting red, and the tears roll non stop. Sigh, i stand at the corner to wait for Mr. T to come back so i can hands the document to him. One of the RM asked me what i am doing there, I just answered her that i was waiting for Mr. T. Sigh. Then another Mr T. passby and asked me,why am i crying? Why i am crying? Gosh, i am not crying at all. I just said no i'm not crying! But he keep ask me why i cry! Fine i said my eyes got infection or something like that. Okay!
Then i think of handed the document to Mr. T so he can pass to another Mr.T. Then he said, Oh, you helping him to retrieve the form, i also need you to retrieve the form as well. I glanced at him and said I don't want I don't want you go and retrieve yourself please. And he asked why and said got ghost?? I said No, the room such as store room, i don't want to retrieve!

Then, i went back to my level 42 and then sat down and rest! I don't felt like moving to anywhere.Luckily i had another 1weeks plus and i will had my holiday. Yeah.

Mistaken

I always day dreaming when taking train. Sigh. What a bad day i had.

Today when i take train, i thought it was Ampang Park station, then i walk out from the train, i felt like strange, when i walk towards the ticket centre, oh, i wondering why Ampang Park got Avenue K. Then i see the sign board. Oh my, the sign board showed i was in KLCC station. I should'nt walk out, it is KLCC station. Sigh, then i missed a train again, i thought i was late to work out out of my surprise, i reached office 8.50am. So early.

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10th May,

Yesterday was Mother's Day, but i never wish Mother's day to my mum. Since small till now grown-up, i never wish or tell mum's how much i love her. Because,i think my mum should sense that we love her. Actually, i thought that my mum more likes my brothers than me. So, i am quite unhappy, why should she be towards my brother. It is so unfair to me. Thats why i like my daddy more. Because he tends to care of me rather than my mum.

Every times i am unhappy, i won't tell my mum. Because, my mum will never understand bout it. Sigh, i also don't know at home i will talk to whom. Perhaps my pets. Hence, i pampered my dog much. Give him the best that he could have it. Because he is the one that will understand me.

Frightened

8th May,

A very bad beginning for all. I think i scratched people's car. I am terrible frighten. Due to my stuborn, that caused me. I am so scared again. But actually not my fault, just the other car's blocked the road. Omg...feel terrible scared, i can't tell my parent. After all, in the parking , not on the road. I think that fella won't realise..I hope so..Praying and praying for it. Omg.

Exam week

Exam Week arghhhh!!!! Totally stressed! How can i study almost 200++ pages of economic history inside my brain. I couldn't feed any input inside my brain anymore.No!No!No! I don't want to study any historical course anymore. Making my life suffer. Without history, i think i can't survive better. For sure, i don't know what am i going to write inside my answer sheet during the history paper.

Hope i can think of something to write better than leave it blank. Thanks.please..

Stress

Feeling so stress, feel like my head is so heavy, can't think of anything. I need something to distract me.

Eating disorder

10th April,

Early morning, woke up by my dad, and told me that my little boy haven't eat, please feed him! Okay, fine then i continued to sleep. 10 minutes later, i wake up, and feed my little boy. I brush my teeth and continue to study my programming. Around 11 to 12 my brother asked me to go out for breakfast. Okay i just followed him. He drive to Low Yat to buy his computer things. I just followed him, when i cross the bridge to Low Yat, i can see many people, i think those "cheater" under the bridge. They just keep followed you and asked you to donate and so on. I get cheated before. Then, i walked as fast as i could with my brother. Successful to avoid those cheater.

We headed to Low Yat mall. I accompany my brother to buy his cooled and also graphic card and many more. He used around rm800 plus to buy his thing. Well, we're inside the mall around 3 to 4 hours. He keep on bargaining for the best price, while i just stand aside, and watched others looking and bargaining for the best price. Well, then i keep looking at those promoter, i do some analysis while waiting for my brother to bargain for best price. Most of the IT seller are guys and some of them is nice looking. Not bad, at least i waste my time just to look on those nice looking guys. My stomach started to growl. I haven't eat anything since morning. My leg started to tremble. I'm not excited, but i am over hungry.

I give some hints to my brother. He knew it, he just smiled. Wt. I am getting impatient. Started to give him more hints. The seller was so slow, and even talked on the phone for more than a minutes. Didn't he realize he should serve the customer first? What kind of attitude was that? Unprofessional at all. He was slow like a snail okay?
Around 3.30 only we started to walk out from Low Yat. Is a miracle i can stand for long hours. We bought "Nasi lemak" home. Around 5 only i start to eat my so called "breakfast". So irritating enough.

Stressing day

7th April,

Today is a stressing day. Yesterday rushed for my programming project, and burn midnight oil for my group project. Tired, and next morning i need to wake up early for my programming lab. I am late, and my pimple start to grow. This is the effect of sleeping late and also eat too much seafood. I drive to school, a bit traffic jam, makes me a bit nervous. Due to my driving skill is not that good, i need to be extra alert when on the road.

I reached school around 9 o clock, and sit inside the lab, waiting others to settle their lab assignment, and forward the assignment for me. That is call lab session. My tutor never care of what we do inside the lab session. Then we do our own things, and i talk with my friends and play around to pass my 3 hours lab session. Finally, sl and kp came, around 10 only they reached. Sigh, then we discuss on our project assignment on the mistakes we had done yesterday.

Finally, we get the answer for the programming process answer. Yeah, we're so excited that we finally done our project assignment, then the last thing is to print and also to burn the answer into the CDR form. Unfortunately, the CDR that we had burn is not functioning. It's not working. WT.Feel like crying, the feeling just as your heart broken into pieces. Sadly, we need to figure out to buy a new CDR and also to print our assignment. It's around 1.36pm, at 2pm we got our programming class, and we need to pass up the assignment to our lecturer.

Then, we rushed to old flat and print our assignment and also to burn the project into CDR. But, we don't have much time to eat our lunch. So hungry, my stomach is growling. Means i'm extremely hungry, and going to faint soon.
We're late to our Sak class, then i eat few biscuit during the lecture class. Damn, hungry.
I hate it.What a stressing day i had.

Please have your breakfast before you going anywhere.

Ps big day celebration

6th April,

Yesterday we had a celebration for ps birthday. Because past few years, we had never celebrate Ps birthday. Then we decided to celebrate for her. Although just a few of us, but we had a great day. Is our gang to celebrate for her, me, wan see and Melia, while eb n also lm can't attend cause they are currently "outstation".

Ps reached earlier to my house, i think around 1pm. I don't know why my dog won't bark at her. Perhaps my dog not feeling well, he sit and look at her. So cute. Then we headed to Wan See's house to fetch Melia along to Jusco Balakong to shop a while. Not more than an hour we leave cause nothing to do anymore. Basically, i drive to the Balakong, but many things occur during that time. Ha-ha cause my driving skill, a bit lousy, ha-ha and then is so stressing to drive, when many people just keep direct you and also shouting and also keep on disturbing. Some more on the way back was raining, then i am not so willing to drive when raining. Then, we went to Wan See's house again and park my car outside her house, and then officially Ps drive. Now was my turn to shout and keep making noise inside her car. Then we wait Wan See at Bao Long. She direct us to Hoi Tong there. We're the first one who reached there. Guess, none reached there earlier than us, around 5 something we reached none customer. Feel so free. The first time we went there and quite ok , a bit hot.

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This is the soup and side is for us to grill the food.

Here is the food, just apart only.

Pandan leaf and also margarine

Cheers.

After eat.

Quite full, we all can't have our 2nd round. My stomach cannot digest the food anymore. I am feeling so sick of those food anymore. Anyway, the sotong and also the chicken is very nice. Especially when you grill it with margarine as oil. Then, we headed to Ps's house to celebrate her birthday. She totally don't know anything. She thought we went to her house just to see her room or even tea with her. Since her parents were outstation, then we're so safe and secure. Can talk freely. Her sister also in the house. Then we brought cupcakes to celebrate her birthday and we bought her a spagh shirt. She said want to be sexy, next year we will buy a sexier cloth for her.

This is the spag shirt we bought for her.(From ps cam)

After celebrate her birthday, we went home. Around 10 reached home. Really tired. Then my dad brought dim sum home. So tempting. Then i eat a few before i slept. Enjoyed my day. Finally a successful plan.

Early morning present

5th April,

Is not a good day. The whole night, get disturbed by my brother and my little dog. Late midnight, my brother only came back from his snooker room. Of course, my brother will put his snooker stick into my room. Here come my little dog, that will sneak into my room, and try to jump up onto my bed and sleep beside me. A bit irritating when you're sleeping and get disturbed. Sigh, the whole night can't sleep well due to this. Thanks to my little dog that like to sneak into my room.

OK, that's fine! But the matter is, in the early morning, his poo really disgusting. Eww, i need to clean the mess. He even poo outside his cage. Ew that was disgusting OK? You can imagine that you clean his poo with your hand. Can't imagine that. This is my early morning present especially from my dog. Thanks to him.

April's Fool

April fool, but i don't realize that. Keep fooled by others few times. But never mind. Bad luck occurs on that day. We had our supervisor talks session. And really scare can't take the supervisor form. Unfortunately, we can't get our form, the form had fully distributed and we don't get any form yet. We're very nervous, luckily, my friend was very smart, and ask us to photostate the paper. Luckily on time, i get my supervisor. If i am late for few minutes maybe i can't get that supervisor. Luck is on my side.

But my eyes getting itchy and get infected. My eyes was getting red. I don't have any medicine or even eye drop. I'm in trouble, because that night, i still need to attend my ECN3161. Actually i can skip my class because it was not our group to present our presentation. But the lecturer will deduct our marks. Sigh. Our lecturer. Sigh. I was scare cause my eyes get infected and i can't keep myself from blinking my eyes time to time.
Then, we need to wait from 5pm to 8pm for our class. Then, me and Sl went to ah poh house to stay and online since we both were so bored. Then we went to his house and online to spend our 3 hours time. Then they bring us to eat Spicy soup and also Chicken wine. I thought spicy soup is just like curry soup which is spicy, but i am wrong. Spicy soup actually is pork intestine soup. It was spicy because they had add black pepper and also ginger into the soup. It still so tasty and also spicy than the ordinary pork intestine soup that i eat near taman midah there.

I had a great dinner rather than eating at our faculty canteen. My eyes getting worst. I keep rub my eyes until tears drop. I am so worried bout my car's as well. I parked by car at the KMR and i scared they closed the door. Then i can't go back home. Sigh, i almost get heart attack during the day. Scared by everyone. Around 11pm only reached home. And my brother scolded me for not pick up his phone. So ridiculous right?

Perhaps he scared any accident happens on me cause been so late haven't back home. But around 10.30pm only i start to drive back from UPM. Of course i need to use almost half an hour to reach home. Plus my eyes getting itchy and i can't drive fast. Sigh.

Buffet lunch and celebration for my coursemate

4th April,

Today is my friend birthday, Happy birthday PS. 31st March,
Of course not today, my friend and i went to the Saisaki Japanese buffet lunch to celebrate Sook Yee's birthday. Actually that day supposed we have our programming and also microeconomic classes. But we skipped due to the celebration for Sook Yee.
The journey for buffet lunch. It was my first time, went to buffet dinner or lunch. Buffet lunch is very expensive and i can't afford it. But Saisaki Japanese buffet having their lunch promotion for 25%discount. After discount we only need to pay roughly rm40. Quite cheap if you compare with others japanese buffet restaurant. We went to Saisaki which is located at Wisma UOA.
We took monorail to Jalan Raja Chulan, and walk to Wisma UOA. It is quite near if you take monorail, but if you plant to walk from Hang tuah station, i beg you should think twice, cause it is quite far. Then, we reached earlier around 11.30am. Kp, Sl and me reached earlier and we sit at the guest waiting. We were so hungry, and we're craving for sushi,salmon and many mores. I am so hungry, can't wait to get inside and eat as much as possible. While waiting them to reach here, we sit there and chatting. Finally they reached before the restaurant open.
Not bad actually, i've eaten alot of sushi and also salmon. Lastly, we helped Sy to celebrate her birthday and we had our camwhore session

Before we start our lunch.


Like a big family.


This is the funny side of us

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This is the birthday girl


All of us inside the picture


After we had finish our lunch. Our stomach so full.

Thanks to kp for bring along her camera, if not we won't have this memorable photo. Ha-ha. Actually had lot more photo but i am so lazy to post at here. Anyway, so wonderful. And enjoy the lunch much. Filled with laughter ha-ha.

But the next morning, stomach not feeling well, and i am so tired, and i forgotten about April Fool. I walked inside the class, being fooled, i mean the whole day fooled for few times. Kp said our lecturer cancel the class, and i thought was real, and i was wondering what happened. Lastly ah Poh came in and kp said the same things, but he said you can't fool me i know is April fool. Well that time, only i realized is April fool. So blur.

Meaningful song

Suddenly, i feel like this song so meaningful. God is the one who decide the path you go, and God teach you to be patient with all your things includes in your relationship.

不要驚動愛情

http://www.youtube.com./watch?v=9VGw8NsgsvI

T-T

Tired and tired, is what i feel right now, eyes started to soar, and i can't stop myself from day dreaming of something impossible to happen. What happens is already happened, nothing to change, but just hope it will not get worse.
Started to get tired, everyday, just wish that i can go back home earlier, just to sleep. Nothing much but sleep.
Don't feel like doing anything else. Trying my best not to day-dreaming anymore.

Incomplete

Many things undone. I feel like many things is incomplete.

Hungry

Very hungry, yesterday till now, very hungry, nothing to eat, none of us willing to move our butt. Very hungry, come on move your own butt okay? Just to say you are hungry? Is that so difficult for you to talk to him? Wt...

Out of order

Everything is completely out of order. Something is killing me.

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20th Feb,

If dying is a good way to release yourself and your soul from the materialistic world, and i am willing to release myself from this materialistic world. Couldn't understand how come people will become too materialistic, and can't release themselves from suffering in this materialistic world. All about money and the glam, and the fame. Couldn't anyone just be simple minded, and not to be too complicated of having such jealousy and also evilness feeling? When we're born to this world, we're such a naive person, and slowly, we become one of the materialistic people too. Slowly, we choose to be fame, and be glam people and try to be more evilness in order to survive in this world. Everyone of us stab others back in order to be in the materialistic world. I don't feel like wishing to surviving in this kind of world. Too many things happen that makes me realize that, i don't belong to here.

Sad things again

19th Feb,


Today, i mean afternoon, company my daddy, and gor gor to JPJ to get his car's number. Pheww, many peoples inside the JPJ, and unfortunately, something happened, and in the end my gor gor can't get his car's number. That was sound so damn sad, as we we're hoping for this car much, i know it is not a somehow big car or even an expensive car, but for us, we're so happy, anyway, on monday only can get his car, and for me, i can drive myvi, perhaps, and hopefully can get la. Hope all the way.

I know my gor gor is kinda sad, but anyway don't know need to do what to comfort his feeling. Sigh, just trying not to mention anything, is a best thing.

Damn irritated

Damn irritated by those people who loves to scold people without a proper reason. Damn sicken of them. When you're in a good mood, and suddenly your mood being spoiled by them. So damn sicken by their attitude who loves to blame others for their own fault. Damn, annoyed. Hell ya!!

Boredom

16TH Feb,

I felt that i am such a boring person. I don't felt like talking anymore. Feel annoying actually. Always in a sleeping mode. And do not like to entertain anyone as well. Something is on my mind and keep bothering me.

Eventhough is CNY, but can't feel that i'm in the CNY mood. Anyway, i am thinking of perhaps, if i can be positive enough,then i won't felt that way. But sometimes you will feel the period in your life that you would like to be silent, and listen to what other people say.

I rather stay at home, talking with my parents, and see what they needs. Anyway, my brother is going to buy a new car soon, thats mean, i am going to drive to school on every tuesday and thursday. Yup, thats interesting. I am getting to be extremely nervous. Ha-ha.

Stupidity

Well, today, not feeling of going to school, since, many of them gone home. But still need to go, anyway, nothing as usual, reached early, around 7.15 in the morning, looking at those cleaner to clean the lecture hall. While me, just sit at the foyer and listening music. Well, surprisingly, in the class left 7 peoples out of 60 people attend the class. Well, lecturer also surprised cause didn't notice that many had balik kampung. Well, a boring lecture class as usual, discuss on the exam paper. Just make me more sad. Any way waiting for my econometric class then back home.

Back home, do housework. Help to vacumn the house. So tired and so hot.

Sad.

Today, totally, become "fei yan" inside the computer lab. I don't even understand how to do the lab, and the tutor, just ask us to do, well. Then, i walk here and there, search for answers. Well, managed to find the answer, well not done by me. Sigh. So wu liao. Lab session for 3 hours, you know what? Just facebook+ing and talk for the whole lab session. Is kinda boring. Well. Sigh, i don't know how will i survive for the programming. Don't even understand how to do. Sigh...

Tired and nervous day

9th Feb,

Today, extremely nervous, and quite stress. Why?

Because today, is my Economy Malaysia exam. And actually i haven't finish read the 3 chapters. So a bit headache and i am in a condition that is butterfly in the stomach. If i am not mistaken. Well, i reached faculty, around 8.20, there is none i mean nobody except those cleaner. I am very afraid of being kidnapped if i stay inside the lecture hall alone. But i guess this thing won't happen to me, as i am thinking too much only. Ha-ha but, i walked here and there waiting for peoples to come. Then around 8.45 finally, there is one people inside the lecture hall, and i am consider that i am safe already. Then, thanks to my friend, before we open the exam sheet, she kept talk some points, and YES, it really came out inside the exam, THANKS to you. Luckily, if not i will die in horror.

It is really tired enough. Then listen to my MR Tan, lecture, really forced me to sleep. Since i really don't understand any of his assumptions or his theory, this is making me keep on playing and talking with my friend. Kind of pity Mr. Tan as we all in the CNY mood. Of course. Then heading to my Management class, since my thursday class will be cancel, then Dr. Sherene, she keep is fast train on the track, and finished the whole chapter 7.Absolutely salute her. Wow, and i just keep on Wow.

Till my Sak programming class, damn, i don't even understand those flow chart or loop. Feel like dying. Then, i just wait time to pass to go back home and sleep. Well, need to wait for 1 hour commuter bus. While waiting , i play game inside my handphone, i really obsessed with the game, when the bus reached but i still don't realize at all,. Omg, luckily, the bus is still there waiting for people, and i was hurried to the bus luckily, if not i missed the bus again and need to wait for one hour. Thanks. Phew..

Finally back home. Kind of tired,and going out to petshop later at night, to change my dog, cheong sam. The cheong sam is too big for him to wear it. Sigh, need to bring him together to change, he is so funny, he scare of the dog, inside the cage, and the others dog keep barking at him, and he is really scared and hug my mum as tied as possible. So funny.

What a tired and nervous day, well i finally bought a minnie mouse t shirt for him.

Hectic

Hectic.

First word to start with, is hectic. This word is suitable to describe my feeling for this weeks. Hectic is much more hectic than what i really think. Too much pressure on some subject and also the assignment makes me crazy. And almost one week, i got lots of notes and some question need to study for the coming exam. And it is quick thick and makes my eyes getting blurrer only.

Hard to absorb every words mentioned by the lecturer. So hectic.

Great dinner with parents

16th January,

This morning, really a bad one, i wake up early, and i am not sure how come my dog was eating a stick? I mean who else will wake up so early, except me? Well, guess is my eldest brother, Jason. Well, need to feed my dog. What a lucky creature on earth. Then i turned on my laptop, and trying to watch Boys Over Girl the korean drama. I guess watched more than an hour till my brother wake up. Then, my brother asked me out to eat breakfast. Of course, i am ready to go out, since i am so hungry. Then, my brother went to KLCC, according to him, he needs to take something from his friend. Then he asked me to stay inside the car, help him to drive when the traffic police come.

Well, really makes me nervous. Why? Because, it is Wira, due to i am not very familiar with the Wira, a bit scared, some more it is Manual gear. Hence, i need to be very careful to avoid engine die. Well, so bad luck, the police traffic was around, and i need to drive my car away. Then, i drive one big round again, luckily, ha-ha no die engine half way. Lucks is on my side.

Then, my brother said he wants to eat spaghetti and we went to super mart to buy the ingredients. Around 2 only i eat my breakfast, is suppose to be brunch am i right? Sigh. Then, my dad said tomorrow will be going to Kepong to eat Dim Sum. Damn is my fav one. I love it much. What a good news that my mother is not going to cook tonight. I mean i am so happy.

Then we went to Pudu, to eat claypot chicken rice near the Maybank there, yeah my mum didn't nag about the price. As my dad is a very smart one, clear the bill earlier to avoid my mum getting know the bill. Ha-ha then we went to supermart opposite the Stadium Badminton.

Really enjoy my day.

Stress

13th January,

Start with a sigh, hard to believe that i am too stress. Too much things to memorize and too much things that i don't even understand at all. Try to figure out the answer, doing econometric, doing coding and so much more. I need to take a deep breath before i enter every lecture class. It is much more to tense. Trying to get what the lecturers teach and also try to get the main point.

The too stressing is SAK class. Using coding to do a program. That is too hard for a stupid computer idiotic to do a program using textpad and those coding. And also my Micro, and the only less stressing class, i guess is my management class. I think by using some common sense, i think i can understand this subject well. But the hardest thing in the management subject is to memorize every single words for the sake of exam. OMG!

Plus, i am not sure what happen to myself, that i have sever temporary lost memory. SEVERE! I can't believe that i am having temporary lost memory. I try to remember hard on something but not more than 5 minutes i started to forget everything. Perhaps, it is time for me to let go everything and take it easy.

And, my eyes. OMG, my right eye, don't know why suddenly become so itchy that i started rub my eyes oftenly. And now, my eye can't even see too bright things, and maybe it is a side effect of rubbing too often. And i started to become so tired and lazy. Just want to stay at home and sleep. My vision is to stay and sleep at home everyday. Haha. Stupid thinking.

Gloomy weather, that's my feeling

12th January,

What a wonderful day.

Wake up at 6 o clock, get myself ready to go to study. Who else willing to fetch me go to school if not my brother, Tom. My mum wake him up, and from his expression, i know he is so unwilling, but being forced by my dad. So poor, but he is my brother, so it is his duty and responsibility to fetch his only one little sister, am i right?

Well, i reached school around 7.30 am. Guess what? There is noones in the lecture room. So scary, and i think i am too early to school. A bit scared, i thought i went into the wrong lecture hall, i smsed my friend and ask for confirmation. Well, since none inside the class, plus only few cleaners there, i went to toilet again. Ha-ha. Then i waited for 15 minutes more. Well finally around 7.50am the peoples finally here.

So scary, in the early morning, none in the faculty, scared of the quiet environment. Then went to economy Malaysia class. The class is super duper boring. Almost fell asleep inside the class, and the lecturer keeps on asking about the places, i mean the location such as Port Weld, Suez kennel and so on. Then we went to computer lab to do our econometric assignment using EViews. It is super high technology. Since i am very dumb towards any software. It takes me long time just to settle few questions. Finally, with my friends help, i successfully finished my assignment and waiting them to print out. Then we headed to our Management class. We're too hungry till we eat inside the class, too pity.

Then we rushed to our SAK class, we're in time. So luckily, but we run here and there to take bus to DKAP. It is damn far when you walk from economy faculty to there. Sigh, and i sit inside the class listening to the things i mean programming and coding that makes me blur. After came out from the class, i was so blur to understand every words that my lecturer taught just now. Then headed to bus stop to wait for Komuter bus. I know it's a bit silly to sit at the bus stop and wait for almost an hour. But what to do, actually time flies fast, and i waited patiently, and oh no the weather became gloomy, and started to rain heavily when i reached Serdang commuter station. Kind of lucky, but few minutes later, i received message from friend that one of my friend, her grandfather passed away, want to send condolence to her. Kind of sad,

Reached home, my dog keeps on barking at me, and guess what? He pees around again! And i need to clean the mess. When reached home, i am so hungry, and searching and hunting for foods! Just eat two slices of bread. What to do, mum haven't come back yet.

And now i am trying my best to settle my homework given. I will try my best to look at it first ha-ha.

Passed one week hoping for a new MP3

9th January,

How happy i am, why? Because one week passed, how fast it could be, the beginning of Monday and end on Thursday? What am i talking about? Actually i just started new semester this week, and it past quick fast. Amazing, but suffered a lot. Know why?

On Monday, i am quite satisfied with Monday, as i learned my Spanish, my first lesson of my language class, afterward was my Management class, and i suffered a lot in the Management class. Why? Due to the lecturer of course! I learned a lot about his history, and his background during the Management class, please really killing me!

Next, Tuesday, first started my Economy Malaysia class, quite bored actually, but can consider better than the Management class, then was my Econometric, really bored. Plus the lecturer really fast till i can't even catch my breath. Oh no my mind can't think of anything perhaps due to lack of oxygen inside my brain thus i can't think much. Just a lame excuse for myself. Actually i did not pay 100% attention inside the class. Ha-ha then my gang, began to think of the management class, as we do not wish to suffer again from the so called "good lecturer", then we find ways to get rid of him. Hence, we tried to beg, another Management lecturer, she is to be considered a good lecturer.

Then end to Thursday as my Friday class canceled due to numerous of reasons. And now i hope that this semester will be a good semester.

And of course, yesterday, i saw my eldest brother mp3 inside his room. And i was thinking whether is it he is not using the mp3 anymore? You , know that i am really lack of mp3 and also a PSP. And hoping that he will give his mp3 to me, as i am a really poor student and wish my brother will donate some useful things to me. Of course, i will ask for the mp3.

Regarding to PSP, my brother last time bought it, but he released the PSP with a good price. And i was so disappointed and in a devastation. I lost a PSP, you know how much it means to me? I played during my exam times, and it helps me through my difficult days.

Argh..but now the only things i have in my life is a dog, named Bobby. He likes to sleep and sleep. The only reason he likes to sleep because none of us would like to play with him. Due to he likes to bite around.Pity my dog.

A tiring day

6th January,

What a tiring day would be! I am so sick of those lecturer, why the lecturer always change and how come they never understand our feelings. Really so sick of their management, and i a bit curious and wondering how is their management works out, seems like not working at all.

I am so happy, on Tuesday, i kept complaining at wan see, melia and also agnes about my lecturer. And they all keep annoyed by my voice, i mean arghh...my feeling getting worst after i get a so called "good lecturer" and i am speechless for a while. It really piss me off! dAMN.

But now suppose to be better, but and but, i think that i am also not at the right mood. So ish..

Really hope days will be better. Bless me.

Bid Goodbye to my Spanish Class

5th January,

I shall bid goodbye to my Spanish class, as just now i already dropped my Spanish class. Why?
Because, the time is not convenient to me, and other classes also clash with my time table. A bit sad, as i really hope to learn a new language, and Spanish language really fun to learn. Really like this language much, but time not convenient to me, then i shall drop it, bye-bye even though i really want to learn much, then i got more time to study on other subject.

Sigh, a bit frustrated to make this decision, but i decided to leave the class, bid my last good bye to the class. Then, i can focus on my management and also my Economy Malaysia. Hope this semester can do better than the previous.

First day Schooling

4th January,

Bit excited when think of going to Spanish class. Well, earlier, i discussed with Siew Leng that tomorrow, will meet at the bus stop there before going to Spanish class, but today, me ha-ha a bit excited can't sleep much, and i wake up early, as i really can't sleep anymore, excited, is extremely excited. Ha-ha.

Then, wake up in the morning, thinking of bring my dog to walk, but a bit lazy, then i just bring my dog walk outside the door. I really too excited till i thought that my Spanish class is at 3pm but luckily my friend realized that it is actually 2pm. Luckily.

Then, i follow my dad out to eat lunch and my brother,Tom, and his gf fetched me to Upm. Then i am late, again, and still Siew Leng nag at me. Ha-ha. Then we find our lecture room. Well, we thought we're late, but our lecturer was more late than us. Ha-ha well, i learn new Spanish word. Gracias means thanks y tu? and you ha-ha love it.

Then i take bus, and go to the Koperasi, but sigh i thought of going to buy A4 papers but, many peoples at the Koperasi and queued, well, i am too afraid to queue for long time, just to buy A4 papers, not worth it okay?

Then i went to my MGM class, management class, to my surprise, my Mgm lecturer has changed to a new lecturer, which i really don't know, but he is those people. The same as Dr. Zul. Well i had my nightmare inside the class for one and a half hour. Still with his turban, and i really amazed by his lame joke, and he is too over excited when talked about his past to us. About his grandson, his grandfather and so on, and how he went to school last time and he scored well. But makes me more sleepy inside the class. Can't wait for class end.

Sleepy, after back home, i am really having a headache. And copy my friend's note. Really tired. But tomorrow need to wake up around 6am to class at 8 am. Feel a bit bored, but hope i will have a nice day and time inside school.

My first spaghetti

3rd January,


Hello everyone,

Ok, today, funny, just continue on my last post, my brother, Jason, take me out for lunch, but firstly i insisted to go, i just sadly and said never mind, i eat Maggie only plus bread, but my brother wait me to go out, but i still said don't want, his second attempt failed, then he said that want to go out to buy ingredients for spaghetti, i was so shocked, that he really remember that he want to make spaghetti. Then we go out to buy the ingredients at Carrefour. Well, he is really troublesome, want the best ingredients. And then we buy whole ingredients and back home.

Finally, chef of the day is me, of course, well, my brother go down the car park to fix his car sound system. And ha-ha, me will be the cook for today lunch, then, i firstly think of lee miin, cause she is the one knows how to cook alfredo. And thanks for her help for telling me the steps of cooking.

The mushroom sausage

Crab stick



garlic



Here is the main prego cheese and herbs



Spaghetti

Ok, firstly, put the spaghetti into the boiled water, and let it for around 8 minutes, and then i start to heat the wok( didn't use the pan as my house got wok) , and put in the butter, and let it melt, and then i start to put the garlic inside, and let it fried, and after a while i put the sausage and also crab stick, inside the wok, and finally, the main ingredient, is the Prego sauce. And let it stir, of course i put the cheddar cheese for the last steps and let it melt. Wow yummy.

Here is the alfredo


The spaghetti

Really full, and tasty, too bad, i should put a little bit water to make it more watery, better than too sticky. I guess, and i am really happy, my first attempt to make an alfredo spaghetti succeed. Glad, thanks to my brother for buy those expensive ingredients. But, he still complain that i should put olive oil inside the spaghetti to make it not sticky. And also should put more water to make it more watery instead of too creamy. Wow, i am so happy.

The first time, i really happy, and also should thanks for lee miin instruction. Ha-ha when you come back i shall make it for you to taste. It is really tasty. And i am so satisfied with today lunch. Better than eat McD and also Maggie. Haha.

Don't hope for anything

Yesterday, i was thrill when my dad talked bout he might be bring us, going to my aunt's house and eat Dim Sum for free. Then i was thrill when heard bout Dim Sum this two words. Damn, i was so excited, cause i can eat Dim Sum, thinking of ha kau, siu mai, my favourite loh mai kai. I am really excited, and can't even sleep thinking of tomorrow morning eat my favorite dishes. But, is just my dad just give me a fake hope, i mean, just now i woke up, my dad told me that he will be going out to other place and tell me to eat Maggie, again. Again Maggie? No way i am going to eat Maggie again, so unhealthy.

Then, my dad ask my brother to bring me out to eat. Is better than nothing right? But the things i hate when going out with my brother, Jason is that, he will ask his friends and eat together, well, just pity me, a little girl, sitting with those adult, talking bout thousand million business.

Fine, then i eat Gardenia bread with my favorite chocolate jam that i bought last night. It is manufactured from Philippines according to the label at the bottle. Then, it turns to be nice, when i put on the Gardenia bread. Damn i love the taste, that Nutello. Really nice.

New Year 2010

1st January,

My clock struck 0110, means it was 1.10 am, my dad came home, and he bought our favorite KFC. Wow, i mean the last supper for 2009 years, was KFC meal, and the first breakfast for 2010 years is KFC, how grateful i would be. Thanks God. According to what my dad said, he queued for almost half an hour to reach to the counter, i mean how crowded it was inside the KFC and it is not a big restaurant at all. How tired and bored it would be for someone, like my dad, who is hot tempered to queue and be patient just to buy 6 pieces of fried chicken for my eldest brother, Jason, and I. How poor my dad. Oh gosh, it is a new year, i mean, shouldn't people going to countdown at Kl area, and shouldn't be many people inside the fast food restaurant? How weird is that.

Here is the french fries



6 pieces of chicken

Here is the logo of the old man

And, of course, i know that it is easily fating to eat, high calories food at night, further it is at midnight, but you can't resist it.

Ok, then, i slept,woke up around 9 something, and the first thing on my mind was, has my dog eaten breakfast yet? Ha-ha how funny the first thing in the morning is all about my dog. Then, my dad said, the lift was not functioning. And guess i know my breakfast will be Maggie Mee, since my dad of course he won't climb up and down, just to eat his breakfast, plus, my house is on the 10th floor, so i guess you may know how exhausted to climb from G floor to 10th Floor. Disastrous day for me, can't go anywhere today. And i tried my best to beg my brother to fetch me to go out to eat. He ignored me. How dare he could be? He ignored me. And i am his little and the only one sister, how dare he ignored me! Fine, eat Maggie better than nothing right? After eat my so called "break fast" i back to my own world, my room, and slept. Wow how sleepy today, and i was awake by my mum around 6 pm i mean i slept from 2pm to 6 pm, only 4 hours, my shoulder was in pain. Perhaps my muscles too tight, and i need yoko yoko to loosen my muscle. Ish..then, my dog, tried to sneak into my room, and he jump on my bed, and his saliva stick on my face again, How awful is was! Then, i awake and had my dinner, i tried to eat only vege and no meats for today. Just ate, tau fu, and only peas and fish, that's all for my dinner. And first time , i see my brother prepare his own scrambled egg. And it was tasteless according to what he said.

That's all for today, what a wonderful day could be, sleeping almost whole day.