10th August,
Night. 2 months already passed. Why i still can't even master my job? Am i dumb? Why am i keep making mistakes?
I am so stress. Everyday is like a challenge for me. Everyday facing troubles. Can i skip those troubles? I really need help. An angel falls from heaven.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
First Week!!!!
8th June,
I am so stress!
The first day, i am so nervous, i can't even slept well. I just feeling excited. In the first day, i thought sure got another newbies and is a GUY! Haha. Really excited if is a guy!. But no.Sigh. Is a girl!.How?
Just got to accept the fact. I am going to be single in my life. A bit scare. Sigh. This feeling is more worst. I barely see my colleague i mean others colleague. The first day, just sit at the corner. I think i was been misplaced.
2nd day,
I was so surprised! I thought that was my permanent place. However, get placed to an isolated place. Far from my credit analyst team. Just my own at that place! I feel like want to strangle myself! Feeling being isolated. However, it was fine for me. Just take it easy! And be cool.. Everything will be normal!
3rd day,
I scared of alone. I don't know who should be my permanent lunchmate. I guess can tomorrow my lunch mate appears front of me? Hope there will be a savior save me from my lunch period!.
God i just need a lunch mate and a good mate who i can rely on. But where can i find it? Can anybody tells me? I just so clueless.
I am so stress!
The first day, i am so nervous, i can't even slept well. I just feeling excited. In the first day, i thought sure got another newbies and is a GUY! Haha. Really excited if is a guy!. But no.Sigh. Is a girl!.How?
Just got to accept the fact. I am going to be single in my life. A bit scare. Sigh. This feeling is more worst. I barely see my colleague i mean others colleague. The first day, just sit at the corner. I think i was been misplaced.
2nd day,
I was so surprised! I thought that was my permanent place. However, get placed to an isolated place. Far from my credit analyst team. Just my own at that place! I feel like want to strangle myself! Feeling being isolated. However, it was fine for me. Just take it easy! And be cool.. Everything will be normal!
3rd day,
I scared of alone. I don't know who should be my permanent lunchmate. I guess can tomorrow my lunch mate appears front of me? Hope there will be a savior save me from my lunch period!.
God i just need a lunch mate and a good mate who i can rely on. But where can i find it? Can anybody tells me? I just so clueless.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Eating disorder
8th Jan,
Eating disorder. What is eating disorder? Eating disorder means you skip every meal and eating time is disorder. I guess, i eat disorderly again. Every time i eat, i feel guilty, and also try not to eat on the morning. Around 11 a.m i think consider lunch, i eat oat. Oat. Is oat. Sigh, i eat oat on the morning till dinner. Dinner time, i feel hungry, and my stomach not feeling so well. Perhaps is eating disorderly. Sigh, At night, i eat a lot.
After eating, i feel like guilty and wish to vomit out the foods. Sigh. If i still feel guilty, i think i will be aneroksia soon.
Eating disorder. What is eating disorder? Eating disorder means you skip every meal and eating time is disorder. I guess, i eat disorderly again. Every time i eat, i feel guilty, and also try not to eat on the morning. Around 11 a.m i think consider lunch, i eat oat. Oat. Is oat. Sigh, i eat oat on the morning till dinner. Dinner time, i feel hungry, and my stomach not feeling so well. Perhaps is eating disorderly. Sigh, At night, i eat a lot.
After eating, i feel like guilty and wish to vomit out the foods. Sigh. If i still feel guilty, i think i will be aneroksia soon.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Christmas eve
29th Dec,
Although a bit late, i think late for four days but never mind. I'm gonna continue to write inside my blog.
It was a windy night. The weather was really going to kill you. Okay, at night i fetch my bestiest to the Korean BBQ to meet up with others. Well, we went to Sri Petaling Korean BBQ. The restaurant is located behind the Allisan Cafe. Precisely is behind the Dim Sum place there.
Firstly, i don't like korean food at all. All spicy and sour. Well, but anyway i'm going to try it although i don't like it.
Here is the foods that we had ordered!.
Give me some beat!Haha
Here is the group picture!
Although a bit late, i think late for four days but never mind. I'm gonna continue to write inside my blog.
It was a windy night. The weather was really going to kill you. Okay, at night i fetch my bestiest to the Korean BBQ to meet up with others. Well, we went to Sri Petaling Korean BBQ. The restaurant is located behind the Allisan Cafe. Precisely is behind the Dim Sum place there.
Firstly, i don't like korean food at all. All spicy and sour. Well, but anyway i'm going to try it although i don't like it.
Here is the foods that we had ordered!.
Give me some beat!Haha
Here is the group picture!
Anyway i miss my long hair much...
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Finished.
28th Dec,
Yeay finally i finished the card. My only D.I.Y card.
Here is the front!
Yeay finally i finished the card. My only D.I.Y card.
Here is the front!
Although a bit not nice, but this is my first attempt on making a card. I guess, this can be shown that i'm really not an artistic person!
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Transformation of Ms Loke
Hello everyone,
The new me, my name is bla bla bla...It's been freaking me out when i look at my old photos. I see my childhood picture. I felt a bit weird, how come i changed much, is it due to the environment? Ha-ha when i look back feels so funny.
My 2nd Brother and me!
Is me and my fav bear bear ( the bear is germany bear)
My kindergarten graduation picture!
Me (current)
The new me, my name is bla bla bla...It's been freaking me out when i look at my old photos. I see my childhood picture. I felt a bit weird, how come i changed much, is it due to the environment? Ha-ha when i look back feels so funny.
My 2nd Brother and me!
Is me and my fav bear bear ( the bear is germany bear)
My kindergarten graduation picture!
Me (current)
Really lots of changes right? Shock le ma??ha-ha me also shock dy...ha-ha...become more prettier ha-ha..
Christmas night
25th December,
It's 0.12 a.m, when everyone is happy celebrate their christmas night, i feel like crying. I know it is a bit unbelievable as i really want to cry right now. Is an emo night for me. I really don't know why? Perhaps is a feeling as i haven't cry for a long time.
Anyway, Merry Christmas to all my friend!
It's 0.12 a.m, when everyone is happy celebrate their christmas night, i feel like crying. I know it is a bit unbelievable as i really want to cry right now. Is an emo night for me. I really don't know why? Perhaps is a feeling as i haven't cry for a long time.
Anyway, Merry Christmas to all my friend!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Snake inside the market.
17th September,
This is the first time i drive my mum to Tesco to buy some groceries. Although is just a small distance from my home to supermarket. But it is meaningful, as my mum frightened by my parking skill. Well, she is more nervous than i do.
I admit that my parking skill still need to be improve but somehow, i didn't hit others car. Isn't that should be praise? Ha-ha. When i walking towards the escalator, i saw one cute little boy hang the snake on his neck. The snake is of course REAL, is not a rubber snake. OK! I'm stunned. I couldn't believe in the mall got a snake. I'm gonna to faint soon.
My body was like freezing, the snake looks awkful and sticky. I could not use other than awkful to describe it. What the.. is going on, having a snake in the middle of the mall? It is dangerous to the pure and innocent citizens such as me. I was curious how come the children can be so excited when see the snake. Fine, i don't care, i continued my way. My mum was searching for my dog's cushion. But, not much cushion can be chose as only left a few. Sigh, sorry that you don't have a new cushion to sleep. It was so crowd inside the mall. Where is those people come from? Perhaps today is holiday. Sigh boring.
We spent almost 3 hours to buy our groceries. So headache.
This is the first time i drive my mum to Tesco to buy some groceries. Although is just a small distance from my home to supermarket. But it is meaningful, as my mum frightened by my parking skill. Well, she is more nervous than i do.
I admit that my parking skill still need to be improve but somehow, i didn't hit others car. Isn't that should be praise? Ha-ha. When i walking towards the escalator, i saw one cute little boy hang the snake on his neck. The snake is of course REAL, is not a rubber snake. OK! I'm stunned. I couldn't believe in the mall got a snake. I'm gonna to faint soon.
My body was like freezing, the snake looks awkful and sticky. I could not use other than awkful to describe it. What the.. is going on, having a snake in the middle of the mall? It is dangerous to the pure and innocent citizens such as me. I was curious how come the children can be so excited when see the snake. Fine, i don't care, i continued my way. My mum was searching for my dog's cushion. But, not much cushion can be chose as only left a few. Sigh, sorry that you don't have a new cushion to sleep. It was so crowd inside the mall. Where is those people come from? Perhaps today is holiday. Sigh boring.
We spent almost 3 hours to buy our groceries. So headache.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Craps
Is freaking insane. I don't have any idea to write about the introduction and also literature review. How can i pass up on time? I just sigh+ing but didn't do anything. I just get nothing. Craps.
