Sunday, March 28, 2010
Meaningful song
Suddenly, i feel like this song so meaningful. God is the one who decide the path you go, and God teach you to be patient with all your things includes in your relationship.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
T-T
Tired and tired, is what i feel right now, eyes started to soar, and i can't stop myself from day dreaming of something impossible to happen. What happens is already happened, nothing to change, but just hope it will not get worse.
Started to get tired, everyday, just wish that i can go back home earlier, just to sleep. Nothing much but sleep.
Don't feel like doing anything else. Trying my best not to day-dreaming anymore.
Started to get tired, everyday, just wish that i can go back home earlier, just to sleep. Nothing much but sleep.
Don't feel like doing anything else. Trying my best not to day-dreaming anymore.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Hungry
Very hungry, yesterday till now, very hungry, nothing to eat, none of us willing to move our butt. Very hungry, come on move your own butt okay? Just to say you are hungry? Is that so difficult for you to talk to him? Wt...
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Untitled.
20th Feb,
If dying is a good way to release yourself and your soul from the materialistic world, and i am willing to release myself from this materialistic world. Couldn't understand how come people will become too materialistic, and can't release themselves from suffering in this materialistic world. All about money and the glam, and the fame. Couldn't anyone just be simple minded, and not to be too complicated of having such jealousy and also evilness feeling? When we're born to this world, we're such a naive person, and slowly, we become one of the materialistic people too. Slowly, we choose to be fame, and be glam people and try to be more evilness in order to survive in this world. Everyone of us stab others back in order to be in the materialistic world. I don't feel like wishing to surviving in this kind of world. Too many things happen that makes me realize that, i don't belong to here.
If dying is a good way to release yourself and your soul from the materialistic world, and i am willing to release myself from this materialistic world. Couldn't understand how come people will become too materialistic, and can't release themselves from suffering in this materialistic world. All about money and the glam, and the fame. Couldn't anyone just be simple minded, and not to be too complicated of having such jealousy and also evilness feeling? When we're born to this world, we're such a naive person, and slowly, we become one of the materialistic people too. Slowly, we choose to be fame, and be glam people and try to be more evilness in order to survive in this world. Everyone of us stab others back in order to be in the materialistic world. I don't feel like wishing to surviving in this kind of world. Too many things happen that makes me realize that, i don't belong to here.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Sad things again
19th Feb,
Today, i mean afternoon, company my daddy, and gor gor to JPJ to get his car's number. Pheww, many peoples inside the JPJ, and unfortunately, something happened, and in the end my gor gor can't get his car's number. That was sound so damn sad, as we we're hoping for this car much, i know it is not a somehow big car or even an expensive car, but for us, we're so happy, anyway, on monday only can get his car, and for me, i can drive myvi, perhaps, and hopefully can get la. Hope all the way.
I know my gor gor is kinda sad, but anyway don't know need to do what to comfort his feeling. Sigh, just trying not to mention anything, is a best thing.
Today, i mean afternoon, company my daddy, and gor gor to JPJ to get his car's number. Pheww, many peoples inside the JPJ, and unfortunately, something happened, and in the end my gor gor can't get his car's number. That was sound so damn sad, as we we're hoping for this car much, i know it is not a somehow big car or even an expensive car, but for us, we're so happy, anyway, on monday only can get his car, and for me, i can drive myvi, perhaps, and hopefully can get la. Hope all the way.
I know my gor gor is kinda sad, but anyway don't know need to do what to comfort his feeling. Sigh, just trying not to mention anything, is a best thing.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Damn irritated
Damn irritated by those people who loves to scold people without a proper reason. Damn sicken of them. When you're in a good mood, and suddenly your mood being spoiled by them. So damn sicken by their attitude who loves to blame others for their own fault. Damn, annoyed. Hell ya!!
Boredom
16TH Feb,
I felt that i am such a boring person. I don't felt like talking anymore. Feel annoying actually. Always in a sleeping mode. And do not like to entertain anyone as well. Something is on my mind and keep bothering me.
Eventhough is CNY, but can't feel that i'm in the CNY mood. Anyway, i am thinking of perhaps, if i can be positive enough,then i won't felt that way. But sometimes you will feel the period in your life that you would like to be silent, and listen to what other people say.
I rather stay at home, talking with my parents, and see what they needs. Anyway, my brother is going to buy a new car soon, thats mean, i am going to drive to school on every tuesday and thursday. Yup, thats interesting. I am getting to be extremely nervous. Ha-ha.
I felt that i am such a boring person. I don't felt like talking anymore. Feel annoying actually. Always in a sleeping mode. And do not like to entertain anyone as well. Something is on my mind and keep bothering me.
Eventhough is CNY, but can't feel that i'm in the CNY mood. Anyway, i am thinking of perhaps, if i can be positive enough,then i won't felt that way. But sometimes you will feel the period in your life that you would like to be silent, and listen to what other people say.
I rather stay at home, talking with my parents, and see what they needs. Anyway, my brother is going to buy a new car soon, thats mean, i am going to drive to school on every tuesday and thursday. Yup, thats interesting. I am getting to be extremely nervous. Ha-ha.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Stupidity
Well, today, not feeling of going to school, since, many of them gone home. But still need to go, anyway, nothing as usual, reached early, around 7.15 in the morning, looking at those cleaner to clean the lecture hall. While me, just sit at the foyer and listening music. Well, surprisingly, in the class left 7 peoples out of 60 people attend the class. Well, lecturer also surprised cause didn't notice that many had balik kampung. Well, a boring lecture class as usual, discuss on the exam paper. Just make me more sad. Any way waiting for my econometric class then back home.
Back home, do housework. Help to vacumn the house. So tired and so hot.
Back home, do housework. Help to vacumn the house. So tired and so hot.
