Friday, June 18, 2010

Tired tired tired tired

18th June,

Yesterday, a bit tired, my eyes getting worse, i think i need to seek for optometrist. I've been doing the cover sheet for almost 4 hours non stop. I felt a bit dizzy and also blur. My colleague asked me to level 16 to retrieve files for PIC on level 2. I going there and asked Serena to retrieve the form, then she asked me to find inside the room.
Fine, then i went to to the room and started to find, but i felt the room was so dusty and felt like it was likely a store room. Sigh, got to dig the file from the dusty room. My eyes getting soar. My tears started to roll down.
Finally, i found the form. Yahooo!Finally i found it!Then i quickly photocopy the form, but i am too stupid to use the photostat machine. I don't know where to press the log in and out button eventhough i knew the password. Luckily, someone passby the machine there, and i seek for his help. That person is Black face people. He is the one always show his black face at me, and felt like i owe him more than a hundred thousands. Gosh, feel like i'm not in a good luck. Okay, fine!Then i quickly to level 2 to hand in the documents. But luck was really not on my side, Mr T. was not there. I am so tired, my eyes getting red, and the tears roll non stop. Sigh, i stand at the corner to wait for Mr. T to come back so i can hands the document to him. One of the RM asked me what i am doing there, I just answered her that i was waiting for Mr. T. Sigh. Then another Mr T. passby and asked me,why am i crying? Why i am crying? Gosh, i am not crying at all. I just said no i'm not crying! But he keep ask me why i cry! Fine i said my eyes got infection or something like that. Okay!
Then i think of handed the document to Mr. T so he can pass to another Mr.T. Then he said, Oh, you helping him to retrieve the form, i also need you to retrieve the form as well. I glanced at him and said I don't want I don't want you go and retrieve yourself please. And he asked why and said got ghost?? I said No, the room such as store room, i don't want to retrieve!

Then, i went back to my level 42 and then sat down and rest! I don't felt like moving to anywhere.Luckily i had another 1weeks plus and i will had my holiday. Yeah.

Monday, May 31, 2010

Mistaken

I always day dreaming when taking train. Sigh. What a bad day i had.

Today when i take train, i thought it was Ampang Park station, then i walk out from the train, i felt like strange, when i walk towards the ticket centre, oh, i wondering why Ampang Park got Avenue K. Then i see the sign board. Oh my, the sign board showed i was in KLCC station. I should'nt walk out, it is KLCC station. Sigh, then i missed a train again, i thought i was late to work out out of my surprise, i reached office 8.50am. So early.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Untitled

10th May,

Yesterday was Mother's Day, but i never wish Mother's day to my mum. Since small till now grown-up, i never wish or tell mum's how much i love her. Because,i think my mum should sense that we love her. Actually, i thought that my mum more likes my brothers than me. So, i am quite unhappy, why should she be towards my brother. It is so unfair to me. Thats why i like my daddy more. Because he tends to care of me rather than my mum.

Every times i am unhappy, i won't tell my mum. Because, my mum will never understand bout it. Sigh, i also don't know at home i will talk to whom. Perhaps my pets. Hence, i pampered my dog much. Give him the best that he could have it. Because he is the one that will understand me.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Frightened

8th May,

A very bad beginning for all. I think i scratched people's car. I am terrible frighten. Due to my stuborn, that caused me. I am so scared again. But actually not my fault, just the other car's blocked the road. Omg...feel terrible scared, i can't tell my parent. After all, in the parking , not on the road. I think that fella won't realise..I hope so..Praying and praying for it. Omg.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Exam week

Exam Week arghhhh!!!! Totally stressed! How can i study almost 200++ pages of economic history inside my brain. I couldn't feed any input inside my brain anymore.No!No!No! I don't want to study any historical course anymore. Making my life suffer. Without history, i think i can't survive better. For sure, i don't know what am i going to write inside my answer sheet during the history paper.

Hope i can think of something to write better than leave it blank. Thanks.please..

Monday, April 12, 2010

Stress

Feeling so stress, feel like my head is so heavy, can't think of anything. I need something to distract me.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Eating disorder

10th April,

Early morning, woke up by my dad, and told me that my little boy haven't eat, please feed him! Okay, fine then i continued to sleep. 10 minutes later, i wake up, and feed my little boy. I brush my teeth and continue to study my programming. Around 11 to 12 my brother asked me to go out for breakfast. Okay i just followed him. He drive to Low Yat to buy his computer things. I just followed him, when i cross the bridge to Low Yat, i can see many people, i think those "cheater" under the bridge. They just keep followed you and asked you to donate and so on. I get cheated before. Then, i walked as fast as i could with my brother. Successful to avoid those cheater.

We headed to Low Yat mall. I accompany my brother to buy his cooled and also graphic card and many more. He used around rm800 plus to buy his thing. Well, we're inside the mall around 3 to 4 hours. He keep on bargaining for the best price, while i just stand aside, and watched others looking and bargaining for the best price. Well, then i keep looking at those promoter, i do some analysis while waiting for my brother to bargain for best price. Most of the IT seller are guys and some of them is nice looking. Not bad, at least i waste my time just to look on those nice looking guys. My stomach started to growl. I haven't eat anything since morning. My leg started to tremble. I'm not excited, but i am over hungry.

I give some hints to my brother. He knew it, he just smiled. Wt. I am getting impatient. Started to give him more hints. The seller was so slow, and even talked on the phone for more than a minutes. Didn't he realize he should serve the customer first? What kind of attitude was that? Unprofessional at all. He was slow like a snail okay?
Around 3.30 only we started to walk out from Low Yat. Is a miracle i can stand for long hours. We bought "Nasi lemak" home. Around 5 only i start to eat my so called "breakfast". So irritating enough.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Stressing day

7th April,

Today is a stressing day. Yesterday rushed for my programming project, and burn midnight oil for my group project. Tired, and next morning i need to wake up early for my programming lab. I am late, and my pimple start to grow. This is the effect of sleeping late and also eat too much seafood. I drive to school, a bit traffic jam, makes me a bit nervous. Due to my driving skill is not that good, i need to be extra alert when on the road.

I reached school around 9 o clock, and sit inside the lab, waiting others to settle their lab assignment, and forward the assignment for me. That is call lab session. My tutor never care of what we do inside the lab session. Then we do our own things, and i talk with my friends and play around to pass my 3 hours lab session. Finally, sl and kp came, around 10 only they reached. Sigh, then we discuss on our project assignment on the mistakes we had done yesterday.

Finally, we get the answer for the programming process answer. Yeah, we're so excited that we finally done our project assignment, then the last thing is to print and also to burn the answer into the CDR form. Unfortunately, the CDR that we had burn is not functioning. It's not working. WT.Feel like crying, the feeling just as your heart broken into pieces. Sadly, we need to figure out to buy a new CDR and also to print our assignment. It's around 1.36pm, at 2pm we got our programming class, and we need to pass up the assignment to our lecturer.

Then, we rushed to old flat and print our assignment and also to burn the project into CDR. But, we don't have much time to eat our lunch. So hungry, my stomach is growling. Means i'm extremely hungry, and going to faint soon.
We're late to our Sak class, then i eat few biscuit during the lecture class. Damn, hungry.
I hate it.What a stressing day i had.

Please have your breakfast before you going anywhere.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Ps big day celebration

6th April,

Yesterday we had a celebration for ps birthday. Because past few years, we had never celebrate Ps birthday. Then we decided to celebrate for her. Although just a few of us, but we had a great day. Is our gang to celebrate for her, me, wan see and Melia, while eb n also lm can't attend cause they are currently "outstation".

Ps reached earlier to my house, i think around 1pm. I don't know why my dog won't bark at her. Perhaps my dog not feeling well, he sit and look at her. So cute. Then we headed to Wan See's house to fetch Melia along to Jusco Balakong to shop a while. Not more than an hour we leave cause nothing to do anymore. Basically, i drive to the Balakong, but many things occur during that time. Ha-ha cause my driving skill, a bit lousy, ha-ha and then is so stressing to drive, when many people just keep direct you and also shouting and also keep on disturbing. Some more on the way back was raining, then i am not so willing to drive when raining. Then, we went to Wan See's house again and park my car outside her house, and then officially Ps drive. Now was my turn to shout and keep making noise inside her car. Then we wait Wan See at Bao Long. She direct us to Hoi Tong there. We're the first one who reached there. Guess, none reached there earlier than us, around 5 something we reached none customer. Feel so free. The first time we went there and quite ok , a bit hot.
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This is the soup and side is for us to grill the food.


Here is the food, just apart only.

Pandan leaf and also margarine

Cheers.

After eat.

Quite full, we all can't have our 2nd round. My stomach cannot digest the food anymore. I am feeling so sick of those food anymore. Anyway, the sotong and also the chicken is very nice. Especially when you grill it with margarine as oil. Then, we headed to Ps's house to celebrate her birthday. She totally don't know anything. She thought we went to her house just to see her room or even tea with her. Since her parents were outstation, then we're so safe and secure. Can talk freely. Her sister also in the house. Then we brought cupcakes to celebrate her birthday and we bought her a spagh shirt. She said want to be sexy, next year we will buy a sexier cloth for her.

This is the spag shirt we bought for her.(From ps cam)
After celebrate her birthday, we went home. Around 10 reached home. Really tired. Then my dad brought dim sum home. So tempting. Then i eat a few before i slept. Enjoyed my day. Finally a successful plan.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Early morning present

5th April,

Is not a good day. The whole night, get disturbed by my brother and my little dog. Late midnight, my brother only came back from his snooker room. Of course, my brother will put his snooker stick into my room. Here come my little dog, that will sneak into my room, and try to jump up onto my bed and sleep beside me. A bit irritating when you're sleeping and get disturbed. Sigh, the whole night can't sleep well due to this. Thanks to my little dog that like to sneak into my room.

OK, that's fine! But the matter is, in the early morning, his poo really disgusting. Eww, i need to clean the mess. He even poo outside his cage. Ew that was disgusting OK? You can imagine that you clean his poo with your hand. Can't imagine that. This is my early morning present especially from my dog. Thanks to him.