20th Feb,
If dying is a good way to release yourself and your soul from the materialistic world, and i am willing to release myself from this materialistic world. Couldn't understand how come people will become too materialistic, and can't release themselves from suffering in this materialistic world. All about money and the glam, and the fame. Couldn't anyone just be simple minded, and not to be too complicated of having such jealousy and also evilness feeling? When we're born to this world, we're such a naive person, and slowly, we become one of the materialistic people too. Slowly, we choose to be fame, and be glam people and try to be more evilness in order to survive in this world. Everyone of us stab others back in order to be in the materialistic world. I don't feel like wishing to surviving in this kind of world. Too many things happen that makes me realize that, i don't belong to here.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Friday, February 19, 2010
Sad things again
19th Feb,
Today, i mean afternoon, company my daddy, and gor gor to JPJ to get his car's number. Pheww, many peoples inside the JPJ, and unfortunately, something happened, and in the end my gor gor can't get his car's number. That was sound so damn sad, as we we're hoping for this car much, i know it is not a somehow big car or even an expensive car, but for us, we're so happy, anyway, on monday only can get his car, and for me, i can drive myvi, perhaps, and hopefully can get la. Hope all the way.
I know my gor gor is kinda sad, but anyway don't know need to do what to comfort his feeling. Sigh, just trying not to mention anything, is a best thing.
Today, i mean afternoon, company my daddy, and gor gor to JPJ to get his car's number. Pheww, many peoples inside the JPJ, and unfortunately, something happened, and in the end my gor gor can't get his car's number. That was sound so damn sad, as we we're hoping for this car much, i know it is not a somehow big car or even an expensive car, but for us, we're so happy, anyway, on monday only can get his car, and for me, i can drive myvi, perhaps, and hopefully can get la. Hope all the way.
I know my gor gor is kinda sad, but anyway don't know need to do what to comfort his feeling. Sigh, just trying not to mention anything, is a best thing.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Damn irritated
Damn irritated by those people who loves to scold people without a proper reason. Damn sicken of them. When you're in a good mood, and suddenly your mood being spoiled by them. So damn sicken by their attitude who loves to blame others for their own fault. Damn, annoyed. Hell ya!!
Boredom
16TH Feb,
I felt that i am such a boring person. I don't felt like talking anymore. Feel annoying actually. Always in a sleeping mode. And do not like to entertain anyone as well. Something is on my mind and keep bothering me.
Eventhough is CNY, but can't feel that i'm in the CNY mood. Anyway, i am thinking of perhaps, if i can be positive enough,then i won't felt that way. But sometimes you will feel the period in your life that you would like to be silent, and listen to what other people say.
I rather stay at home, talking with my parents, and see what they needs. Anyway, my brother is going to buy a new car soon, thats mean, i am going to drive to school on every tuesday and thursday. Yup, thats interesting. I am getting to be extremely nervous. Ha-ha.
I felt that i am such a boring person. I don't felt like talking anymore. Feel annoying actually. Always in a sleeping mode. And do not like to entertain anyone as well. Something is on my mind and keep bothering me.
Eventhough is CNY, but can't feel that i'm in the CNY mood. Anyway, i am thinking of perhaps, if i can be positive enough,then i won't felt that way. But sometimes you will feel the period in your life that you would like to be silent, and listen to what other people say.
I rather stay at home, talking with my parents, and see what they needs. Anyway, my brother is going to buy a new car soon, thats mean, i am going to drive to school on every tuesday and thursday. Yup, thats interesting. I am getting to be extremely nervous. Ha-ha.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Stupidity
Well, today, not feeling of going to school, since, many of them gone home. But still need to go, anyway, nothing as usual, reached early, around 7.15 in the morning, looking at those cleaner to clean the lecture hall. While me, just sit at the foyer and listening music. Well, surprisingly, in the class left 7 peoples out of 60 people attend the class. Well, lecturer also surprised cause didn't notice that many had balik kampung. Well, a boring lecture class as usual, discuss on the exam paper. Just make me more sad. Any way waiting for my econometric class then back home.
Back home, do housework. Help to vacumn the house. So tired and so hot.
Back home, do housework. Help to vacumn the house. So tired and so hot.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Sad.
Today, totally, become "fei yan" inside the computer lab. I don't even understand how to do the lab, and the tutor, just ask us to do, well. Then, i walk here and there, search for answers. Well, managed to find the answer, well not done by me. Sigh. So wu liao. Lab session for 3 hours, you know what? Just facebook+ing and talk for the whole lab session. Is kinda boring. Well. Sigh, i don't know how will i survive for the programming. Don't even understand how to do. Sigh...
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Tired and nervous day
9th Feb,
Today, extremely nervous, and quite stress. Why?
Because today, is my Economy Malaysia exam. And actually i haven't finish read the 3 chapters. So a bit headache and i am in a condition that is butterfly in the stomach. If i am not mistaken. Well, i reached faculty, around 8.20, there is none i mean nobody except those cleaner. I am very afraid of being kidnapped if i stay inside the lecture hall alone. But i guess this thing won't happen to me, as i am thinking too much only. Ha-ha but, i walked here and there waiting for peoples to come. Then around 8.45 finally, there is one people inside the lecture hall, and i am consider that i am safe already. Then, thanks to my friend, before we open the exam sheet, she kept talk some points, and YES, it really came out inside the exam, THANKS to you. Luckily, if not i will die in horror.
It is really tired enough. Then listen to my MR Tan, lecture, really forced me to sleep. Since i really don't understand any of his assumptions or his theory, this is making me keep on playing and talking with my friend. Kind of pity Mr. Tan as we all in the CNY mood. Of course. Then heading to my Management class, since my thursday class will be cancel, then Dr. Sherene, she keep is fast train on the track, and finished the whole chapter 7.Absolutely salute her. Wow, and i just keep on Wow.
Till my Sak programming class, damn, i don't even understand those flow chart or loop. Feel like dying. Then, i just wait time to pass to go back home and sleep. Well, need to wait for 1 hour commuter bus. While waiting , i play game inside my handphone, i really obsessed with the game, when the bus reached but i still don't realize at all,. Omg, luckily, the bus is still there waiting for people, and i was hurried to the bus luckily, if not i missed the bus again and need to wait for one hour. Thanks. Phew..
Finally back home. Kind of tired,and going out to petshop later at night, to change my dog, cheong sam. The cheong sam is too big for him to wear it. Sigh, need to bring him together to change, he is so funny, he scare of the dog, inside the cage, and the others dog keep barking at him, and he is really scared and hug my mum as tied as possible. So funny.
What a tired and nervous day, well i finally bought a minnie mouse t shirt for him.
Today, extremely nervous, and quite stress. Why?
Because today, is my Economy Malaysia exam. And actually i haven't finish read the 3 chapters. So a bit headache and i am in a condition that is butterfly in the stomach. If i am not mistaken. Well, i reached faculty, around 8.20, there is none i mean nobody except those cleaner. I am very afraid of being kidnapped if i stay inside the lecture hall alone. But i guess this thing won't happen to me, as i am thinking too much only. Ha-ha but, i walked here and there waiting for peoples to come. Then around 8.45 finally, there is one people inside the lecture hall, and i am consider that i am safe already. Then, thanks to my friend, before we open the exam sheet, she kept talk some points, and YES, it really came out inside the exam, THANKS to you. Luckily, if not i will die in horror.
It is really tired enough. Then listen to my MR Tan, lecture, really forced me to sleep. Since i really don't understand any of his assumptions or his theory, this is making me keep on playing and talking with my friend. Kind of pity Mr. Tan as we all in the CNY mood. Of course. Then heading to my Management class, since my thursday class will be cancel, then Dr. Sherene, she keep is fast train on the track, and finished the whole chapter 7.Absolutely salute her. Wow, and i just keep on Wow.
Till my Sak programming class, damn, i don't even understand those flow chart or loop. Feel like dying. Then, i just wait time to pass to go back home and sleep. Well, need to wait for 1 hour commuter bus. While waiting , i play game inside my handphone, i really obsessed with the game, when the bus reached but i still don't realize at all,. Omg, luckily, the bus is still there waiting for people, and i was hurried to the bus luckily, if not i missed the bus again and need to wait for one hour. Thanks. Phew..
Finally back home. Kind of tired,and going out to petshop later at night, to change my dog, cheong sam. The cheong sam is too big for him to wear it. Sigh, need to bring him together to change, he is so funny, he scare of the dog, inside the cage, and the others dog keep barking at him, and he is really scared and hug my mum as tied as possible. So funny.
What a tired and nervous day, well i finally bought a minnie mouse t shirt for him.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Hectic
Hectic.
First word to start with, is hectic. This word is suitable to describe my feeling for this weeks. Hectic is much more hectic than what i really think. Too much pressure on some subject and also the assignment makes me crazy. And almost one week, i got lots of notes and some question need to study for the coming exam. And it is quick thick and makes my eyes getting blurrer only.
Hard to absorb every words mentioned by the lecturer. So hectic.
First word to start with, is hectic. This word is suitable to describe my feeling for this weeks. Hectic is much more hectic than what i really think. Too much pressure on some subject and also the assignment makes me crazy. And almost one week, i got lots of notes and some question need to study for the coming exam. And it is quick thick and makes my eyes getting blurrer only.
Hard to absorb every words mentioned by the lecturer. So hectic.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Great dinner with parents
16th January,
This morning, really a bad one, i wake up early, and i am not sure how come my dog was eating a stick? I mean who else will wake up so early, except me? Well, guess is my eldest brother, Jason. Well, need to feed my dog. What a lucky creature on earth. Then i turned on my laptop, and trying to watch Boys Over Girl the korean drama. I guess watched more than an hour till my brother wake up. Then, my brother asked me out to eat breakfast. Of course, i am ready to go out, since i am so hungry. Then, my brother went to KLCC, according to him, he needs to take something from his friend. Then he asked me to stay inside the car, help him to drive when the traffic police come.
Well, really makes me nervous. Why? Because, it is Wira, due to i am not very familiar with the Wira, a bit scared, some more it is Manual gear. Hence, i need to be very careful to avoid engine die. Well, so bad luck, the police traffic was around, and i need to drive my car away. Then, i drive one big round again, luckily, ha-ha no die engine half way. Lucks is on my side.
Then, my brother said he wants to eat spaghetti and we went to super mart to buy the ingredients. Around 2 only i eat my breakfast, is suppose to be brunch am i right? Sigh. Then, my dad said tomorrow will be going to Kepong to eat Dim Sum. Damn is my fav one. I love it much. What a good news that my mother is not going to cook tonight. I mean i am so happy.
Then we went to Pudu, to eat claypot chicken rice near the Maybank there, yeah my mum didn't nag about the price. As my dad is a very smart one, clear the bill earlier to avoid my mum getting know the bill. Ha-ha then we went to supermart opposite the Stadium Badminton.
Really enjoy my day.
This morning, really a bad one, i wake up early, and i am not sure how come my dog was eating a stick? I mean who else will wake up so early, except me? Well, guess is my eldest brother, Jason. Well, need to feed my dog. What a lucky creature on earth. Then i turned on my laptop, and trying to watch Boys Over Girl the korean drama. I guess watched more than an hour till my brother wake up. Then, my brother asked me out to eat breakfast. Of course, i am ready to go out, since i am so hungry. Then, my brother went to KLCC, according to him, he needs to take something from his friend. Then he asked me to stay inside the car, help him to drive when the traffic police come.
Well, really makes me nervous. Why? Because, it is Wira, due to i am not very familiar with the Wira, a bit scared, some more it is Manual gear. Hence, i need to be very careful to avoid engine die. Well, so bad luck, the police traffic was around, and i need to drive my car away. Then, i drive one big round again, luckily, ha-ha no die engine half way. Lucks is on my side.
Then, my brother said he wants to eat spaghetti and we went to super mart to buy the ingredients. Around 2 only i eat my breakfast, is suppose to be brunch am i right? Sigh. Then, my dad said tomorrow will be going to Kepong to eat Dim Sum. Damn is my fav one. I love it much. What a good news that my mother is not going to cook tonight. I mean i am so happy.
Then we went to Pudu, to eat claypot chicken rice near the Maybank there, yeah my mum didn't nag about the price. As my dad is a very smart one, clear the bill earlier to avoid my mum getting know the bill. Ha-ha then we went to supermart opposite the Stadium Badminton.
Really enjoy my day.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Stress
13th January,
Start with a sigh, hard to believe that i am too stress. Too much things to memorize and too much things that i don't even understand at all. Try to figure out the answer, doing econometric, doing coding and so much more. I need to take a deep breath before i enter every lecture class. It is much more to tense. Trying to get what the lecturers teach and also try to get the main point.
The too stressing is SAK class. Using coding to do a program. That is too hard for a stupid computer idiotic to do a program using textpad and those coding. And also my Micro, and the only less stressing class, i guess is my management class. I think by using some common sense, i think i can understand this subject well. But the hardest thing in the management subject is to memorize every single words for the sake of exam. OMG!
Plus, i am not sure what happen to myself, that i have sever temporary lost memory. SEVERE! I can't believe that i am having temporary lost memory. I try to remember hard on something but not more than 5 minutes i started to forget everything. Perhaps, it is time for me to let go everything and take it easy.
And, my eyes. OMG, my right eye, don't know why suddenly become so itchy that i started rub my eyes oftenly. And now, my eye can't even see too bright things, and maybe it is a side effect of rubbing too often. And i started to become so tired and lazy. Just want to stay at home and sleep. My vision is to stay and sleep at home everyday. Haha. Stupid thinking.
Start with a sigh, hard to believe that i am too stress. Too much things to memorize and too much things that i don't even understand at all. Try to figure out the answer, doing econometric, doing coding and so much more. I need to take a deep breath before i enter every lecture class. It is much more to tense. Trying to get what the lecturers teach and also try to get the main point.
The too stressing is SAK class. Using coding to do a program. That is too hard for a stupid computer idiotic to do a program using textpad and those coding. And also my Micro, and the only less stressing class, i guess is my management class. I think by using some common sense, i think i can understand this subject well. But the hardest thing in the management subject is to memorize every single words for the sake of exam. OMG!
Plus, i am not sure what happen to myself, that i have sever temporary lost memory. SEVERE! I can't believe that i am having temporary lost memory. I try to remember hard on something but not more than 5 minutes i started to forget everything. Perhaps, it is time for me to let go everything and take it easy.
And, my eyes. OMG, my right eye, don't know why suddenly become so itchy that i started rub my eyes oftenly. And now, my eye can't even see too bright things, and maybe it is a side effect of rubbing too often. And i started to become so tired and lazy. Just want to stay at home and sleep. My vision is to stay and sleep at home everyday. Haha. Stupid thinking.
