Stress

13th January,

Start with a sigh, hard to believe that i am too stress. Too much things to memorize and too much things that i don't even understand at all. Try to figure out the answer, doing econometric, doing coding and so much more. I need to take a deep breath before i enter every lecture class. It is much more to tense. Trying to get what the lecturers teach and also try to get the main point.

The too stressing is SAK class. Using coding to do a program. That is too hard for a stupid computer idiotic to do a program using textpad and those coding. And also my Micro, and the only less stressing class, i guess is my management class. I think by using some common sense, i think i can understand this subject well. But the hardest thing in the management subject is to memorize every single words for the sake of exam. OMG!

Plus, i am not sure what happen to myself, that i have sever temporary lost memory. SEVERE! I can't believe that i am having temporary lost memory. I try to remember hard on something but not more than 5 minutes i started to forget everything. Perhaps, it is time for me to let go everything and take it easy.

And, my eyes. OMG, my right eye, don't know why suddenly become so itchy that i started rub my eyes oftenly. And now, my eye can't even see too bright things, and maybe it is a side effect of rubbing too often. And i started to become so tired and lazy. Just want to stay at home and sleep. My vision is to stay and sleep at home everyday. Haha. Stupid thinking.